Its always the same, just being very ordinary all the time. And thats why there is a new addition in my list of failures - promise to myself of blogging atleast once a month. Even when I remembered at times, I didn't write in August. Anyways being ordinary is like a coin with failure on one face and hope on other. So I hope "next year" I would make every month appear on my blog.
About life, I think the twist and turns of time are still going on with something or the other not letting us relax. Oh God! I reminisce the last year so much. Life was so cool and relaxed! And now its just the opposite, but I hope the tide will subside. And if not then there is no harm in hoping :)
With the waves of mind not meaning to stop, they took me to the comparison of different tensions and sufferings of different people. Last night before sleeping unfortunately I switched on the news, and there was a huge blow to my sleep with a ban on outsourcing in Ohio. And that was the biggest tension of the day. It made my morning a little off mood and I skipped the gym again.This is the great 'I', who cannot go to gym off mood!!
And today evening again on 'Headlines Today' there was a debate going on the same. Then flipping the channels, I saw Barkha Dutt holding a debate on the ongoing trouble in 'Jammu & Kashmir' which suddenly made me realize that this lady is holding a debate or an interview or a Group Discussion for this from many days. And every time i stumble on any such discussion I felt sad about the situation but never much concerned. And today, I dont know why but may be to divert myself from our situation, I ended up thinking a bit more about the place which was once called the heaven on earth. And from what I know I think the people there irrespective of their religion have suffered a lot. There unlike us the battle is not for a better earning but for a better and respectful living. There even the generation old natives have to roam with an ID card in hand. If you are a Muslim you fear of being a militant suspect and if you are a Hindu you fear of being militant target. There is no such thing called democracy and a lot more which we do not know or do not care to know.
You know what, thinking all this I am still not concerned but only relaxed. Because now I know I am having a good life!
The failure of understanding the gravity of situation and extracting hope out of it is my ordinary guy coin. Seriously being ordinary is such a nice excuse for everything!! Its a good night blog!!
